I would like to apologise to those whom it may concern.
I'm sorry for disappearing suddenly without a note, and I would also like to apologise to those whom I have made perturbed. I have sent people overly emotional messages about death before I left, and I really regret doing so. I did not tell anyone when I came back to Singapore, and never made contact with those who didn't contact me. I feel remorseful for making people distraught that I'd gone forever, when in fact I am right here doing absolutely nothing. However, since I am not able to change what I've done, I feel indebted to all you guys out there.
To those whom I have promised to give presents, I have to apologise, because I only got the things last-minute, thus it may not be what you want. Nevertheless, let me explain my story. I initially wanted to get strawberries for all of you, and yes I did get them at a Strawberry Farm. We had like 10 boxes, but I realised something dreadful. I cannot bring fresh fruits into Western Australia. Since my flight back was from Melbourne to Perth, from 22 35 on 15 December 2008 (Monday) to 00 35 on 16 December 2008 (Tuesday), and later from Perth to Singapore at 02 55 on 16 December 2008 (Tuesday). I had no time to rush back to the city as the time taken to travel there was at least 45 minutes. And they don't sell fruits in the airport. Instead, I got you Tim Tams, which flavours I believe cannot be found in Singapore. But really, no guarantees. Then there was another problem. My mother took some from my bag, and now I'm left with just a few. In spite of that, I will give you your presents, fret not.
I'm sorry for not replying your messages. For those who want to talk to me, please call, sms or talk to me on msn. I won't force you to talk to me if you don't want to. I may not reply you immediately, as I may not be in the mood to talk to anyone, or busy playing a game or watching anime. However, I will reply you, unless you're some gay paedophile who wants to rape me for whatever reason, because I'm sexy or something. Unfortunately, I will have to turn you down, as I have no interest in such people. I'm sorry, no offence though. If you want to, you can leave your number behind, I'll let my sister contact you once she graduates and has a licence to treat you. But to all the others, I will reply you as soon as possible.
Next, I would like to apologise for not going for training. I wasn't able to. My mum won't let me go back early. I know I didn't tell anyone I was going overseas, and I know you probably called me on the day of training. My phone was dead, sorry. Also, since I'm a calling IC, I would like to apologise to those whom I was supposed to inform of the training. Also to Clayton, I didn't reply your message regarding the rock climbing course, I guess the submission dates are closed, so I probably won't be able to join anyway.
I realised that I'd been extremely selfish. I owe everybody an apology. Really. I have always been thinking about myself, and never cared about how other people might feel. It has opened my eyes to see the world around me, how cruel it can be. I'm sorry, I know I've changed, a lot. I don't know why, or how.
I just hope you'd forgive me.
