It's kinda cool when I open a chat window, but don't know what to say.
Then I decide to say something and you go offline.

Hahaha, anyway, it's kinda true.
My mind often goes blank. Literally BLANK. It's like I'm thinking about nothing. I'm always sleeping in class these few days. I feel really tired everyday when I come home from school. My health is deteriorating, I'm falling sick. (Actually I already am sick.)

I don't really know what's wrong with me, maybe it's called stress. Perhaps my body's overworked. Well I don't see why it shouldn't. Homework and remedials, plus the daily trips to and from school which I have yet to get used to, I'm bound to feel tired. Maybe I should sleep early. Maybe that's the factor that's limiting my vertical growth. I took my height with Yi Herng today, and he grew 8 cm since January, and I shrunk by 0.5cm. Awesome. He's now 1.8m, by the way. (I have yet to talk about Kuan Hoe.)

Height: 160.5 cm
Weight: 54 kg (approx)
BMI: 21.0 (I put this for nothing.)

Okay, I'm short. And I've always thought I was like 165 cm or something. Yes, I'm wrong. I want to grow tall. I keep comforting myself, that I still have lots of time. That's the mindset I'd been having since I was Secondary One. And apparently, I didn't grow much in Secondary School, and am not growing much now either. You see, that's the problem with me. I keep hoping for something to happen, but I don't do anything about it. That's why I don't see results. If you do nothing about it, nothing will happen.

"The biggest failure is the failure to try."
- Mr Goh Kee Yong.

Like for NCC, I want to be in the Top 5 in my platoon. I want a Staff Sergeant rank. I wanted a 2nd Sergeant Rank for my Specialist Course. But did I get it? No. Why? I wasn't enthusiastic enough. Being a timer doesn't really help, I guessed. I really envy Yuan Ye for his courage and enthusiasm. He'd been the IC for two days, it seems, and not only did he get his 2SG rank, he also got Platoon Outstanding Cadet. And that's all because he worked hard to achieve his goals. He was able to step out confidently and lead his platoon. This, I feel, is something I should learn from. Now he has a better chance of getting Top 5 than me. Damn. Lols. But nevertheless, I'm happy for him. Jiayous! Let's work together and get Best Unit! :D

Oh yeah, An Inspector Calls test is tomorrow. And Terrence Yeoh sorta misplaced my book. Hais, nevermind luh. He probably spent his whole afternoon looking for it. Its okay, I don't blame him. I just hope I can pass the test :/ Well I didn't even finish reading the entire book. I really can't afford to fail this test. I need to pull up my grades. I want my Macbook Pro. Please?

Okay whatever I gotta go iron the clothes now. Lol. Yes I do chores okay. I'm not like some rich kid or anything. -.-