It's time for me to grow up. No point looking at Macbook Pros everyday when the price ain't gonna drop. I'm not gonna buy it anyway. I know very well what I should be doing. - Stop being so emo and get the hell out of this place. Oh, and get something to eat too. I'm damn hungry. I just realised how old I am. Come on, I'm already fifteen. If I wanna spend my entire day sleeping or dreaming about Apples, I might as well just go to the supermarket and buy myself an apple. They're not gonna fall down from the sky and win me a Nobel prize while I suffer a concussion and die in the end. I think that's why they say people only become famous after they die. Shit.

I really envy people who really have a dream. I mean, I've had too many dreams and I don't know why I'm here on this earth. Seriously. I want to do everything, but I just can't. Its like I'm not particularly good at anything. The thing is that I don't try. And when I try, I just don't try hard enough. Then it makes me wanna stop doing anything related to it and start on other things. The same goes for homework. (That is, when I actually do my homework.) If I don't know something, I just stop doing that subject and start on other subjects. And when I encounter another problem, I just don't wanna do that subject anymore. Hahaha. People pursue their dreams and don't give up and achieve their goals, I don't have a dream, I give up and I don't know what my goal is. Okay I seriously don't know what I'm talking about. Speaking of dreams, it reminds me of Shugo Chara. Ah whatever. It's childish. I'm supposed to grow up!

I think RITZ biscuits tasted better in the past :(

I seriously need to have more exercise. Its like I eat buffet like twice a week. (or more) Which is stupid. At this rate I'm going, I'll never be able to lose all the extra pounds. I don't wanna end up like Albert Chor. I don't want to have such a big appetite. Really. 11 slices of pizza for supper is A LOT. Oh, I almost finished the whole packet of RITZ. Shit. Its like I need 5 meals a day now. (Which is normal for some people who eat a lot and cant get fat. I hate you people! D:) and I eat practically the same amount of food every meal.

Ah whatever. I really have no idea what I just blogged. Just don't read it okay.